I mean, maybe I’m like this because I miss the feeling of company. When someone checks you out every once in a while, tells you what could be the right thing for you to do, shows you some care and all that. It just so happened, you were there when I needed it most. I don’t think I’m open to falling for you, but.. I don’t know.
So here’s the real situation. I DON’T LIKE ANYONE AT THIS MOMENT. Maybe, Ian but something’s telling me not to. I like him probably because he’s sweet and all that. He even asked me out for prom even if it’s a year away. The problem is, he likes someone else. The worst part? The girl’s my best friend. It sucks when I remember these things. I’ve missed my chance twice and who am I to chase after him?
I miss Jeremy because he’s a nice guy. I mean, he deserves better. Having a girl friend like ___ doesn’t help at all. I feel guilty and pissed off every time I hear this girl is flirting with him. I don’t know. I just want the best for him. Every time I remember that he had a hard time forgetting me, it breaks my heart. I shouldn’t even have the guts to talk to him after all the things I’ve done. I mean, I broke his heart. But tell you what, I also miss his mom and sister. We’re legal on his side and his mom seems so supportive. I find it interesting, you know? Funny but yes.
Two down, one to go. You may think he’s a player, someone not worth it and all that, but Prince is more than that. He tries to put a lot of effort and I can see he’s doing his best. I know it isn’t enough and sometimes I feel kind of worthless but tell you what? He has this side that he doesn’t show everyone. I think it’s cute when he gets jealous because he makes me realize he doesn’t want anyone else to have me or something like that. I still remember every single day. Oh and yes, that time when his brother said he shouldn’t let me go. Haha. How touching.
ANYWAY, THESE THINGS ARE OVER BUT I’LL NEVER FORGET THEM. I’LL REMEMBER THEM FOR LIKE.. FOREVER. sorry, you may think I’m btching our or what. I just have to let it out or something like that.























